Biyernes, Setyembre 25, 2015

Journal

June 08, 2015
MY EXPECTATIONS OF THE CLASS, TEACHER AND THE SUBJECT

            When I began reading the description of the course, I was a little bit nervous. When you say “ Creative Writing”, it will really be all about writing numerous literary pieces and that would be a great challenge for me knowing that I’m not a writing-inclined person. I have high expectations from this course. I expect that this class would be our training ground towards writing. Writing is not an easy skill, so I expect that this class will help us develop and enhance that skill. I expect that this class would not only be a learning ground but would be fun as well to lessen the pressure we have. Moreover, I expect that we will discover more of ourselves as we enter the realms of writing. This course will help us widen our imaginations for us to develop a unique style in writing. I thought that “Creative Writing” is another term for “Campus Journalism” but Creative Writing is more on imagination, connection to nature, to people and the realities of life.
            On the other hand, I expected from the very start that this subject will be challenging. I expect that this subject will give us knowledge on the different writing styles, how a good writer writes and how to write creatively. It is expected that we will have more writing outputs to develop and enhance our writing skill. This course is a writing intensive course so it is expected in this subject that we will have lots of writing activities. Our journey towards success in writing will be a little less difficult if we are guided by an effective teacher. I don’t know how Ma’am Beverly handles her class but when she starts talking, I told myself, “ This would be my best creative writing class”. I am really excited knowing the plans of our teacher for this course. We will visit a place where we can connect to nature. I expect more activities in the class. I expect that she can give the best instruction that we need in learning how to write creatively. From the very start of the class, I was really amazed on the way she wants us to introduce ourselves and that makes me say that she is indeed a creative teacher loaded with knowledge and skills. I expect her to intrinsically motivate us to write.

June 09, 2015
PROMISES TO KEEP THIS YEAR
            My last year of stay here in NORSU, I can say would be different from the previous years. I promise to focus more in my studies and erase those Maniana habits. I promise to make my projects, reports and assignments even before the deadline. Honestly, I am in a dilemma on how to handle all my subjects this semester because I enrolled all nine major subjects and that’s more than a burden for me but I promise to manage my time wisely. Spend a little less of fun and strolling with friends. This year would be a different view of me, from a crazy lazy girl to a responsible student teacher. I already smell the fragrance of success. I promise to develop my self-efficacy. The best way to win a battle is to believe that you can. If you are not confident that you can surpass it all then nothing will happen. You will not improve nor change.
            Moreover, I promise that this time I’ll double my effort to reap the fruits of success. I promise to act as a lady not a girl anymore, to be matured not immature. I promise to do my very best to reach the dreams my family wants for me. I promise to put myself in God for I believe that he will never forsake us and that he loves us more than we know. I promise to myself that I will never ever give up no matter what life may bring. I’ll tell the world that I’m stronger now than before. I’ll face all troubles with no fear.
June 10, 2015
MY BODY
            Do you believe in a quote that says,” Health is wealth?” I superbly agree with this quote. Our health speaks so much on how we balance foods that we intake. If we are healthy, we do more and live more. We can’t trade our good health to all the riches in the world. Our health is of greatest value. Our body is like a delicate and fragile object that once you failed to handle it with care, everything falls into broken pieces, it is DEAD. Speaking of body, I get frustrated if somebody will say, “ Mich, you’re getting fatter”. It seems that I’m carrying heavy loads in my shoulder and ready to collapse. That is why I intake less food sometimes to balance what I eat.
            I don’t know my vital statistics but I’m sure that I’m not thin and I’m not fat, not obese and not malnourish, just the normal body. If I ate more foods in the morning, I eat less for lunch that is how I balance my foods. I don’t have curves but I want to have one, I’m still working on it(evil laugh). I’m not a tall girl,that is why I don’t want to get fat. When you are a short girl and you’re fat, you look much shorter in the eyes of the many people. Some says that I am gifted with big butt, but I think it’s not big, just the average size. The size of your boobs add to the sexiness of your body, as what people say and I believe in that. Unfortunately, I don’t have big size boobs or even the average one. However, I don’t want to inject something in my boobs to make it bigger. I am contented of what God has given me. Last summer, so that we can achieve the figure we wanted for our body. We danced zumba and jogged in the oval. I believe that to achieve the body you ever wanted, it is important to eat nutritious foods and exercise regularly to keep your body healthy and strong.
June 11, 2015
Five Years From Now
            We all have dreams in life, to reach that dream, we need perseverance and the dedication to reach it. If you’ll ask me where I see myself five years from now, I’ll answer, “Five years from now, I am a successful teacher, a doctor’s degree holder, teaching in the same institution where I am studying right now or a principal in a public high school or a supervisor in DepEd”. You might say that it is impossible for me to reach it, wait until I reach that star. Nothing is impossible if you only believe that you can. If you don’t have that “self-efficacy”, you surely will never reach what you dreamed about.
Five years from now, aside from what I mentioned above, I see myself able to provide my parent’s needs, my own needs, to reconstruct our house from simple to extraordinary, it sounds “ ambisyosa” but dreaming has no limits and it’s not impossible. We never know what life may bring us. We never know what God plans for us so keep on dreaming J
            Five years from now, I would love to see the glowing eyes and the charming smiles of my parents. It’s payback time. I want to give back all the sweats they wasted for me to reach my dreams. Little by little, I want to change our social status. I also see myself still dreaming for the future with my long time boyfriend. It may not be the right time to discuss such matter because in that time, I’m responsible of my parent’s living. However, it is the both of us who will take care of my parents and his parents. Anyway we’re still not planning for that so-called “ settling down”. My dreams may be big, but I believe that in every walks of life, God is there guiding us. God is still the controller of everything. So trust his plans, no matter what it takes.
June 15,2015
My Weapon
“I can do all things through him who strengthens me”
Philipians 4:13

            Stated above is my favorite verse. As I journey in a place called “Life”,I carry along with me this verse. This is my armor against my battlefield enemies. This is my favorite verse because I believe that if he is there with me, I can do all things. God will never forsake us. He is with us in every steps we take. We maybe happy or sad or in sorrow he is everywhere. I trust his plans that is why when problems came ,I know there’san end, he fights all these problems with me. He never give challenges that you can’t handle. Challenges are his tests of your faith in him, if it is strong or not. God is my strength. Without him, I won’t be able to survive in this vast world.
I will never forget the time when I asked God why he did this to me, why he let these people hurt me. He did not answer but I believe in him. I believe that in time he will provide answers. Recently, all my questions were answered by him. I thought he took away one person in my life. Yes, he took away one important person in my life, the person who hurts me so much. However, God added more people in my life. I realized that what he did for me was right. And I believe that those people he has given me will never hurt and forsake me. From then on, my faith for him was so strong. There maybe downs in my life, he is willing to hold my hand and help me stand again. His plans are perfect, you don’t need to worry. I can’t handle all these things without him who strengthens me. He makes me strong. God is my strength.

 June 16, 2015
Success
            My favorite quote is: “ It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed”. It reminds me to stand again even the world pulls you down. We need to fail for us to learn and try again. Failures come unexpectedly, you must get ready because weak people drift further ftrom their goals. If you haven’t tried falling, you do nothing. If you will not move forward, how will you succeed? Success is for those who never quit. I like this quote because everytime I fail, this serves as my guiding light to rise and continue. This quote speaks so much about my life. Speaks so much how failure changed me as a person.
            In the real world, we only have two choices, to move or stop. Each day, we either move closer to our goals or let them drift further from us. We either  get stronger or weaker. You have only one chance to make today all that it can be. We must take this chance to make a better tomorrow. This quote helps me overcome all those troubles I experienced. It gives me hope that if I fail, it’s not the end of the story. You can stand and face the world again with pride. Tell the world that Yes! I am a failure but everything will change if you will  really work hard. Try and try until you succeed.
June 17, 2015
Close to Heart
            Songs are made to express what you really feel. Songs when heard can release certain emotion from within especially when the lyrics express what you really feel from the momenyb you heard it. Actually, I have two (2) favorite songs entitled, “Do I make you proud” and “Hold onto the memories”. However, I need to choose only one song. I decided to choose the song that will express what I feel from this very moment. I choose “ Hold onto the Memories”. I like this song because it talks more about the memories you shared with the people whom you love. Memories may fade but it will never be forgotten. You don’t want to let go of things that occupies a big part in your life. The friendship you’ve made, you don’t want to let go. Because of the strong ties you have, it’s hard for you to say goodbye.
            This song reminds me of the people who come and go in my life. They will never be forgotten. I meet a lot of friends in my college life and the end is quite near already. The time to say goodbye to them is near. Memories will still remain.All the laughters we shared will be remembered. It’s hard for me to say goodbye, to let go because  we built this relationship for almost three years now and I won’t let it fade away. If people moved away from your life, you just have to move on, start a new life again and just hold onto the memories. The moment you shared happiness and sorrow leaves a mark in your heart. The only thing you could do is to hold onto the memories.


June 18, 2015
Yummier
            I have this story of a girl who loves to eat. One day, while she was playing outside their house, she smells something delicious. The smell is so inviting. She immediately went to the kitchen to check. She was surprised of what she saw, a saucy spaghetti with hotdog and cheddar cheese on top. The presentation of the menu on the plate was really nice so she began to eat it. She called her friends outside so they can eat with her. What she likes the most in a spaghetti is its sweetness, on how it is presented and the cheddar cheese on top. The menu becomes much sweeter when she shared it to others. Spaghetti is a special dish for Mich.
            I am the girl in the story if you really want to know who really she is. I really love to eat spaghetti because of the pasta mixed with a sweet sauce and the cheese placed on top. Spaghettis are not served for main dish but as side dish that is why a girl beside me that time when I took my lunch told me that spaghetti should not be eaten that way, it is only for snacks. But the hell I care, I want to eat it as part of my main dish. My parents make it sure that they could prepare spaghetti every year on my birthday.
June 19, 2015
Best Mom
            We meet a lot of people everyday and some of these people leave a mark in our hearts. These people will either help or destroy us. However, some will treat us with special care, kindness, etc. In return, we give that person special favour or love. And that special treatment is given to your so-called “ favorite person”.
            A woman with pleasing personality, very supportive, understanding, caring and loving, she is my mom and she is my FAVORITE PERSON. One makes a favorite when you share same interest, emotions, and the like. When you are comfortable sharing your problems and instead of scolding you, they understand you. He or she is your favorite person where there is this intense feeling involved, I’m not talking her about romantic feeling alone but all kinds of love you give to a particular person.
            My mom is my favorite person, because she is more than a mother to me. She’s like my elder sister, my bestfriend, and my lover. She never leaves me. My mom makes it sure that I’m okay. She is the only one who truly understands me. I’m just really comfortable with her like I punch her, kick her or kiss her in front of many people, that is better. Hahhahahahaha. She is my favorite person because she never gets tired of me. Even if I’m lazy, annoying sometimes, she still loves me. The feeling is really nice when both of you played together like my mom and I played volleyball and sweats are running down through my face and I started to wipe her face with clean cloth. I love my mom and no one can ever replace her.


June 22, 2015
My Strength
            I am strong however I still need people who will reach my hand whenever I’m down, whenever life seems so dark for me. I am physically strong but emotionally weak. And I need people who will help me deal with these problems in an effective way. Without these people, my parents, friends, and especially God, I will not be able to handle all those problems I went through. They are my strengths, they are the ones who strengthens me. My parents give me hope when I feel that things will not go smoothly. My parents are my strength. They give me hope whenever I need someone to lift me up. Someone to talk to when I have serious problems. They make me strong. They always tell me what is the best thing that I can do. Before, I thought my parents only serve as my provider alone but NO, there role is more than that. They are more than a friend, a lover, an adviser, a protector, etc. Perhaps, I forgot to mention any other roles they possessed but they are certainly the best that you can have.
            Friends are like charming gardeners who make my soul blossoms. They are my strength. They help me stand again whenever I fall. They give pieces of advice even if I did not ask, because they already know that I need it for me to be better. I really value my friends so much. I can never trade them for all the riches in the world. Actually, I was able to reach this far in the field I chose because of them. Because they help me build up my confidence. They help me develop my self-efficacy. If you are with them, it’s like you are the only group in the hallway like nobody else is watching, you did not pay so much attention to the different people around you because you forgot that other people exist outside your group. I may not be a perfect friend for them but I have hands to offer.
            Above all, God is my strength. As what my favorite verse states, “ I can do all things through him who strengthens me .”
June 23, 2015
My Weakness
            We all have our weaknesses. These things sometimes can feel us so helpless. Being weak means you’re lacking strength or energy, lack of power or intelligence. You can be easily broken. My weakness is losing people whom I love, specifically, losing my strengths (God, parents, and friends) . They are my strengths. I am afraid of losing them. I am afraid that I will not be able to survive. I don’t want to be left alone. Maybe I’m just too dependent to them, that is why I think that life will turned gray if they will gone.
            I want life to be exciting, I want it to be fun. I don’t want crying moments, pains, sufferings, etcetera, etcetera. However, these are the realities of life and I need people who will stay to help me become strong AGAIN. If my strength is not enough anymore,like the ones who will keep on reminding me that this is life, this is what life brings us, you need not to worry, you need to accept everything or else your life will be miserable.
            Losing my strengths mean those other realms of life is to be tested, if I’m strong enough to live by myself. However, I know that God will not let me face the world alone. He will add more people that will help me fight all struggles in life. My weakness describes who I am as a person. Who I am and what I am are two different things so take note. Hahaha. I feel weak when I’m alone. No one will cheer you up. No one will talk to you, unless you talk to yourself (self-talk) but it’s not good sometimes, we never know it’s the next level insanity. Hey, just joking. Haha. Anyways, you can overcome your weaknesses if you will only accept everything that comes your way, whether it’s good or bad.
June 24, 2015
My Triumph
            In a faraway barrio, there lived a pretty girl named Mich who loves dancing very much. In her 18 years of existence, she believes that she has proven herself to be excellent in some areas. She may not be able to grab home the bacon, she surely is wonderful. For her, the word “ achievement” is such a broad thing and it requires a longer time to really explain it. Actually, able to reach where she is right now is an achievement for her, knowing that not all are lucky to reach this peak of success. She is a graduating student and that is more than a blessing for her. She’s blessed that she was able to study and to reach this far. Way back year 2002, she was a grade one pupil back then. In her elementary years, she never expected to be on the list or to be on top. She’s always part of the honourees when she was still in elementary and she knows that she makes her parents proud.
            In that time, awards and recognitions are not big things for her. It’s just like you’re given a piece of candy when you cried or a star when you did good in your performance. However, she graduated as a salutatorian. It’s really not a big thing for her but she considered it as one of her achievements in life.
            Another year had passed, she opened a new door in her life which is “ high school life”. Although she didn’t make it to be one of the honourees but Mich was happy because she was able to maintain her good grades, and that is an achievement for her. Currently, she’s studying at NORSU, a graduating student. With guidance of the Lord, I can make it to graduation next year, it is more than an achievement for me. On the other hand, dancing in front of the crowd is an achievement for me because I really love to dance. I have more to mention but I guess it is enough for me to explain what for me is an achievement. Seeing my parents happy of what I am right now is the greatest achievement I have.
June 25, 2015
My Dream
            Dream no small dream. Dream big, dream high for dreams have no limits. I have many dreams in life but if you’ll ask me what is my greatest dream, I’ll answer, “ My greatest dream is to finish my studies and help my parents.” It may be a small dream for some but it is the best that I can give to the people who work hard for me. To graduate even without awards is more than enough for me. We all know that studying is never been easy, assignments here, projects there, paper works everywhere. Come to think of it, the end is near for all paper works and I can say “Dream come true, I survived”. See how small my dream is? However, it did not only make me happy, it also makes my parents proud of me and happy because all their sweats will be paid off.
            Being able to provide the needs of my parents is my dream. I want to buy all the things they wanted and needed. Since they are getting old, it’s time for me to do my part. It’s  time to be responsible for their living. My dream is to become a teacher, it is not only my dream but also the dream of my mother. It may not be my first choice, I know this is the profession God has planned for me however the wheel is still turning, we never know if the fate will change. Follow your dream. Each time you fall, you stand up on your own. Keep dreaming. Don’t let anyone destroy your plans for the future.
June 26, 2015
My Parents
            Our parents, when we were born, were very glad especially our mother because they are the ones who delivered us. My mother is Sulpecia Vergaño and my father is Jovito Vergaño. I really love them very much. They may be strict, I know they love me too unconditionally. My mother is like my elder sister, my bestfriend, my lover, etc. She’s more than a mother to me. We really understand each other very much because we share common interest. We may be different in some aspects, our love will never change. My mom is very supportive especially when it comes to my studies. Whenever I ask money, she never hesitates to give me right away because she knows that it is important. I believe that i already gain her trust because everytime I went home late, she will not ask anymore unlike before.
            One time when my cousins invited me to a disco, I refused because I’m tired but it is my mother who insisted that I should go. Unlike before, she will never permit me to go with them because it’s not safe to go out at night. I remember one thing that turns to be my daily habit. I used to kiss my mom before leaving the house and when I go home. She is my teddy bear everytime we sleep because I used to hug her.
            Likewise, I also love my father very much. But we are too different. He is a man and I’m a lady. That is one. My father is really overprotective. He sets time for me to go home. The rule is that I need to go home at exactly six o’clock in the evening but I used to disobey his curfew. Haha. He doesn’t want me to take a bath at noontime or in the afternoon, he wanted me to take a bath early in the morning for some reasons. When I was  still a kid, he used to beat me using different kinds of stick, it could be the stick from the coconut, guava, horse radish and many others. However, he is very loving and fun to be with. Actually, both of them are clowns of my life. They make me laugh everyday. I am really blessed that God has given me wonderful parents.


July 03, 2015
            This lovely lady moves like a man. She doesn’t pay so much attention on her looks as long as she is comfortable of what she wears then it’s fine with her. She’s good in speaking the English language. She’s emotional when it comes to her late father. She has curly hair and white skin.
June 20, 2015
Dancing Daffodils
July 19, 2000
08:00 pm

Dear Diary,
            I couldn’t imagine that tonight I’ll be facing a lot of people inside this stadium (Araneta Coliseum). All the seats are occupied. Can you imagine that?  I have lots of supporters, I mean WE have lots of supporters. Haha. I see groups of people raising their banners with my name on it. See that? I am now famous, as in super duper famous. From a distance, I saw a familiar face. He’s so handsome in his black polo shirt, red pants and a pair of branded rubber shoes. Oh Em Gee! Guess who? Hey! My crush is here to support me. Gosh! Please don’t stare at me, I’m gonna die. Joke. Hehe. Do you have any idea why I am here in this stadium? I’m here to perform, not to impress but to express. I am a famous dancer in a group called, “The Dancing Daffodils”. I am the only girl among five (5) men. We dance all genres. Dance sport?  Modern dance? Folkdance? Tinikling? Swag you want? Poplock? I can all do that.
             I couldn’t believe that I can go this far. To be famous means so much to me. It’s not because I want people to idolize or worship me or to respect me, it’s just that I love to perform in front of them. The feeling is different hearing all the screams of the people. It motivates me inside and out to really give my best in every performance. However, it’s not easy to be famous, I tell you. You can hear all unending positive and negative feedbacks coming in and out. People tend to create nonsense issue just to destroy your name in the public. Like, duh? I don’t want to waste my time for that.
            After our performance, people want to take pictures with me. That’s how famous I am. Well, I can’t say NO. Some ask for my number and others want to take me on a date. Psssh -_- Oh, well.
            Arrrgh -_- What’s that? Somebody slapped me.Geez! Guess what? I’m just dreaming people. I slept for about 15 minutes . Oh well, atleast I experienced how to be famous dancer. We never know, SOMEDAY J .
July 01, 2015
“Where did you get these spots?”
            Once there was a brown leopard that lived in a faraway forest with his comrades. One day while strolling in the forest, he saw a very beautiful lady picking some flowers near the river. From a distance, he could hear the sounds of the foxes.
“That sound calls for a threat”, he sighs.
He heard foxes planning to eat the little girl.
“This isn’t good”, he said.
The two foxes went near to the little girl, creating no noise so that the little girl will not notice them. When the two foxes were about to grab the little girl, he immediately saved her. The brown leopard fought against the two foxes. It was two versus one bloody fight.
He was mortally wounded. He had many wounds however, he defeated his opponents aided by the magic of the little girl. The little girl brought him to Avalon.
When he woke up, he saw a fairy in front of him then he asked, “ Have you seen a little girl wearing a white dress holding a bunch of flowers?”
“Yes, I saw her”, the fairy replied.
“Where is she? Is she fine? Did the two foxes hurt her? Is she...”
“Hep! One question at a time”, the fairy inserted. “Don’t you worry she’s fine now. Thank you for saving me “.
“Huh?”
“I’m that little girl you saved. I owe you my life. Because of that I will give you spots as a sign of your bravery. You will be the king of all the leopards in this land. I will give you the ability to run fast”.
The fairy raised her magic wand and disappeared.....






July 07, 2015
“A Night to remember: Tribute for Parents”
This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is  do I make you proud
Stronger than I’ve ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud

            All was set. The shining lights were perfect, the stage was amazing, the menus are delicious, and the tables and chairs were fabulous. I think I forgot something. A...a..hmmm, Yeah! How about the speakers and the music? Ceremonies would not be a success without these. The voice over was playing. We started the program with an entourage. We had this ceremonial procession with our parents. Students and parents wore formal attires.
            We started the program around 8:30 in the evening. My eyes roamed around the whole gymnasium. I saw the happy faces of the proud parents. Their eyes sparkling and their smiles burning. You can really see in their faces that they are all proud of us.
            Our graduation is fast approaching and that night (tribute night) is our time to thank our parents  for all the sacrifices  they did so they can send us on this prestigious  Catholic school. It’s our time to ask them, “Do I make you proud?”. That is the title of the song we sang that night  for them. After we sang that song, our proud parents cried. One drop of their tears is equivalent to a thousand smiles.
July 08, 2015
#Hardestbattle
            Everyday we ask for something. Whether you will agree with me or not but that is true. Everyday we ask for a good day, good weather, good scores in our exams, etc. However, the greatest wish I want to ask a genie to grant is for me to survive the last year of my stay in college. This year is my hardest battle. I admit it, life gets tougher as I move closer to my dreams.
            There is one teacher who hated me in her class. I’m afraid she might fail me and she might the reason I can’t graduate. I’m hoping that it won’t happen. I cried several times already and I told myself, “I will do the best I  can to impress her”.
            On the other hand, to be able to graduate next year is the main goal of my parents. If i can only survive in this battle with God’s help, I’ll pursue my dreams and help my parents. I know I can do this in God’s grace. Please Genie, grant my wish.
July 14, 2015
“The Other Side”
            As I’m looking through the window pane, it gives me a view of what will happen for the next six months. I see myself wearing my green blouse and black pants. Nice pair, huh? To my surprise, I’m not the only one inside that room. There are about forty five (45) students with me. There are meaningful quotations posted in every corner of the room. The classroom is really conducive for learning. It is colourful. Oh my God! Is this for real? I see myself facing the students, imparting my knowledge and skills to them. Yes! I am a would be teacher in the near future. Correct me if I’m wrong but what I see is that I am in the field now. I am a practice teacher of Valencia National High School.
            That is what I see everytime I look out the window. I choose this particular view just to be realistic. Six months from now if I can survive this battle, I’ll have my OJT at Valencia National High School. To be able to reach that is more than a blessing for me. Everytime i look out from the window, it reminds me of all the hardships or difficulties and sacrifices I went through just to make it happen. I’ve been through tough times before I see this rainbow.
July 21, 2015
“One, Two, Three, Smile!”
            As a photographer, I can capture all the memories you want to treasure for a lifetime. Each time you take a photo makes a remembrance for that very special day. I used to see all the emotions portrayed by the characters in all my photos. Some are sad while others are happy. Some are smiling while others are in sorrow. That’s how camera works. Through the captured photos, even emotions are visible.
            One, two, three, Smile. And they all smiled except for that one little girl on the left side. Actually, there are five of them. The mother and the father is on the left and right side, respectively. Their two children are on the center while the little girl is on the left side of the mother. That one makes a story. See that? The little girl tried to smile but she can never hide her true feelings because her eyes spoke volumes. The family wants me to see that they are all happy, that everything is okay but they don’t know that through their eyes I can now understand their story. Some hide pain in their smiles. You can fake smiles but not the eyes.



July 22, 2015
“A Family of Ten”
            There lived a family in this very simple house.Mang Juan (father) is a farmer and Manang Cita (mother) is a full-time housewife. They have eight (8) children. How were they able to sustain all the needs of their children? HARDWORK.
            Early in the morning,Manang Cita prepares their food so Mang Juan can harvest early the crops in the fields. Manang Cita calls her children for breakfast. They eat together as a family. If one is out, they have to wait. That is how their relationship gets stronger. They believe in the saying, “ A family that eats together, stays together”.
            On lunch time, they can’t eat together because their children are in school however, they make sure that they can eat together at dinner.
            Every night. All is dark. Only the shining stars and moon gives light to the house. No candles. No lamps. But they were able to survive because of the dazzling light of their hearts full of love.
July 15, 2015
“Unusual”
            The recipient’s name is Yna. She is fun to be with. She’s very talkative that’s why she can make a lot of friends. However, you wouldn’t understand her attitude sometimes. If she asks something from you and you cannot give it to her, she will hate you.
            Do you want to know what she looks like? She has this long shiny hair with ribbons on top. She wears colourful dresses and she has white complexion. Her favorite food is fried meat of the dog. Weird, huh? Do you know what scares her? Capital R—A—T  RAT!
            The sender’s name is Lilia. She is a silent type girl who prefers to be alone. She would sit in the corner and read some science fiction. She’s good in dancing however, no one knows that except her. She wears big eyeglasses and braces. Her face is full of pimples. She has this dark complexion. Lilia wears loose t-shirts and pants. She hates Yna so much because there are lots of students who befriended her. She doesn’t like Yna because she’s beautiful. Insecurities strike, eh?

           







September 25, 2015
Dear Michay,

            Please do well in your studies. Don’t lose focus. Soar high. I know that you will achieve all your dreams because I see in you your perseverance and dedication to succeed.
            Your parents have high expectations from you. Please don’t fail them. Make them as your inspiration to pursue your dreams in life.
            Above all, don’t forget to pray. Pray that everything will be okay in God’s grace. Keep the faith burning.

            God bless you J

            Lovingly Yours,
Micherelle Inquig Vergaño
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September 24,2015
            The color of hunger is BLACK and it smells BAD.
            When describing “hunger”, it is a broad term. It means a lot of things. It means literally as “hungry for food” perhaps? Or “hungry of love and affection”? Or “hungry for wealth”? Whatever it means but for me, black is the color of hunger because it symbolizes death and mourning.

            When you seek for love and affection and you find nothing, life will be gloomy, it is dark. You can see no light. Life without love is meaningless. On the other hand, when you are drown for poverty, you lose hope. You think that life is not worth fighting for.

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September 23, 2015
“If I had one day left to live”
            The Life God has given to us is never permanent. We only borrowed our life so if ever God will take it away from us, be sure to accept it with all your heart.
            If I had only one day left to live in this world, I will grab this opportunity to thank all the people who became part of my life story. I may not thank them all but they know that I’m very grateful that somehow, they made my life colourful.
             
However, it’s not that easy to accept that this day is your last day in this world. You have many plans in your life but all of those will be put to dot. You still have nothing to do but to enjoy the remaining one day of your life. You can go out with your family to have a bonding time with them for the last time. Make them feel that they are special and you love them so much. Go out with a date with your friends. You can stroll in the mall while eating your favourite snack. You may also stop in your favourite restaurant and eat all foods you want(but be sure that you have money J ). Find time to bond with your special someone (if you have one J ) and make him feel that you love him. It may be hard to say goodbye to these people you treasured the most atleast you had a great time with them for the last time.

            Lastly, go to church and PRAY. Pray that even if you are no longer there to guide and protect them, God will never ever forsake them.  Adore God with all your heart, thank him for all he has done for you, confess all your sins, and ask his love, guidance, and protection.

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September 22, 2015
My Ideal Partnership
            Marriage is not only about the vows you promised on your wedding day, it is also about the preparation of the couple as they partake another chapter in their life. It is a sacred ceremony that is why couples really planned the day they will become one. Some go into a simple wedding and some into an extraordinary wedding. What will be your choice? What will be your dream wedding? Is it ordinary or extraordinary?
            I believe that weddings will only happen once in a lifetime so if possible make it unforgettable. I want a unique wedding. We are all familiar with beach weddings, garden weddings, and the like however, if given a chance to really plan and organize my wedding; I will go into extraordinary and unique. Unlike any other weddings that they will hold the very sacred ceremony at the beach or in the garden, I want it to be in the church since I want God to be the center of our married life.  Wait! I forgot something. How about my gown? Weddings will never be complete without the most awaited gown design of the bride. I want my gown to emphasize my curves. I like a gown with long sleeves but the details should be elegant in style with the use of Swarovski crystals. I would love my hair hanging. I don’t need to wear dangling earrings and other jewelleries. I’ll make it sure that the gown will be enough. I want silver, pink, and violet motives. Silver gowns for the sponsors, pink for the flower girls and ring bearers, and violet for the maid of honor, bridesmaid and groomsmen.
            After the sacred ceremony, the receptions will be on the beach wearing bikinis for women and shorts for men. The next stop will be on a dance floor, those who are invited will prepare a dance presentation and the couple will also perform with them. I would also love to have parlor games and play some sports like volleyball, basketball, and others. Or we can organize a variety show to showcase not only the talents of the couple but to those who are also invited as well.
            Those mentioned are only plans but we never know of those will be used in my very own wedding. I will surely invite you guys.

            However, the most important in wedding is the love, trust, and respect of the couple for each other and you are both ready to face all battles with your partner. Let God be the center of your relationship.

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September 21, 2015
Getting Away from the Pressures of Life
            One way of getting away from the pressures of my life is to go to the beach. Beach is something I can connect directly to nature. The breezes of the air, the dancing of the waves, the color of the rising sun help me reflect. I used to reflect especially when I’m in a great dilemma. When I want to scream to release all emotions, I go to the beach. While tears are falling, the breeze of the air wipes it away for me. It also feels good watching the waves dancing. The crest of the waves reminds me that life is not only about downfalls; life is also about lifting yourself up if you’re down.

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September 18, 2015
If Eyes were placed elsewhere”
            There are lots of people who talk about us behind our backs, as if they know us, misjudged us, as if they have the rights to do so. They misinterpreted us, as if they understand our situation. You know what’s worst? We come to know these issues coming out not from the sender but by the messenger.
            Messages coming in and out. Messages added and omitted. Most of the time, we don’t see things coming. Most of the time, we don’t know if we are still pure in the eyes of the many. What if eyes were placed elsewhere? Do you think we can rebuke all the people who had done wrong unto us? Will they stop making stories because eyes were like CCTVs recording all words that come out from their bad mouths?

            I’m sure that if eyes were placed elsewhere, no harm will be done. No hearts will be in pain. No stories will be made. I believe that “chismosas” will now be careful talking nonsense issues because they might get caught.

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September 17, 2015        
            I chose the ROSARY.
·        I want to get closer to God.
·        I have faith in him.
·        I believe in his plans for me and my family.
·        He is my strength.
·        I was born in the image and likeness of God.
Rosary represents an image of the Lord God.

I got to see how powerful his works are. How he can change someone’s lives. How he plans everything in our life.

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September 16, 2015
Singles for Christ Regional Conference

            Since then, I really wanted to be part in a religious organization. I wanted to get involved to conferences, activities, etc. that speak about God. I wanted to be in a group that share the same interest and belief. And here I am now, part of the Singles for Christ family- Valencia Chapter.
            My cousin invited me to attend in a Christian Life Program and so I did to widen my views about religious practices and to make new friends at the same time. I’ve been active to some religious organizations before and now I’m back. Actually, it is not only me who was invited. My friend and I were invited by my cousin but only I continued. I never regretted that I continued because I met a lot of people with different personalities and I was able to build a new family inside our organization.
            In the Christian Life Program, we need to take twelve (12) talks to be able to graduate (certified member of SFC). I’m happy that our last talk will be this coming Sunday, September 27, 2015. I learned a lot of things from this program. I learned about how it is to be a Christian, how great God’s love is, and so many other things.
            Our knowledge about God doesn’t end there. We still have other conferences outside the program.
            Last September 18-20, we had our regional conference held at the Convention Center ,Dumaguete City with SFC delegates from Bohol, Cebu, Siquijor, and other places in Central Visayas. This is one of the best conferences I get involved in. There were lots of speakers who shared their downfalls and how they were able to overcome it all. I was really inspired by their testimonies because it gives me a realization that I am luckier in some aspects than them. I should be thankful. Sometimes in my life, I cried so hard because I can’t get what I wanted. I’m still lucky because there are lots of people who have serious problems than mine.

            The conference opens new world to me. I have lots of new friends now in the organization. We spent the night of September 20 together. I can say, it was the best night ever. I am really happy that God gave me this opportunity to join this kind of event. I can’t really explain how happy I am. I am really HAPPY. Thank you Lord God Almighty.

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